我不知道我们能走多远，我们这种维系的方法往后会有许多问题。我承认，我恐惧这些问题的到来。我怕我会承受不了而选择结束。你对我的好，历历在目。你所做的一切 我都放在心里。尽管别人怎么说，怎么不谅解，那都不是问题。没关系，我们好好的就行了。有的时候，我觉得这一切来得太突然，仿佛是昨天的事一样。我想着我该怎么维系呢？我喜欢霸气、管得了我的人。但你虽能管我，但却一点也不霸气。我想要有个人和我玩、陪我闹、陪我疯、有时候无条件配合我、有时候指责我、一起去玩、一起吃饭、一起回家........... 这些要求你不能。我知道，但现在我已很满足。 记得，你若心里有我，我便一直在你心里。

不会说到白头永远、

只会相爱到不能再相爱

不会说不离不弃、

只会在一起到不能在一起

失他失心、

失她失心

20天的礼物 给最疼爱我的你。

Sometimes I ask myself what do I want and what do I need. But then I don't actually get a right answer. Everyone around me is full of power energy to fight for their future get ready for their future but I'm still here wasting my time. I don't know what should I do. Totally have no idea. Haih.

Hmm I don't know what should say already, bye bye. :D 

So disappointed on you, i can't accept that you blame all the wrong on me. Is like from the start i force you to do everything. Yea you are genius, you don't need any extra mark for you average mark. But sorry to say that all of us are needed. We not genius as you. I'm trying to understand you but at last who the fuck you blame is me. I been like WTF ? what are you talking about? I didn't tell you early about that? I post in whatsapp told all of you, everyone know why is only you don't know? In school, i said it again, then what you answer me you know? You said " I also don't know why my sister's camera like that oh" THE FUCK you told me you don't know this thing at all? So ridiculous la. Why can you being so irresponsible? You say you don't have promise me anything, haha. FUNNY. ASK the one who sitting beside you, you shout at me and tell me that ' ok lah, i go lah. ' I don't know whether is my ear got problem or your mouth got problem. Please be some responsible. I treat you as my true friend, but at last what the fk i get.

Hahah. Don't tell me sorry, i don't even worth to receive your sorry since from the start that was my FAULT, right? We're selfish, because of our mark then want you ffk your boyfriend. hahah. funny man. First love ka? I tell you. If the boy enough love you, he will make the surpise again if he enough love you. You know that you will lost all of us but you still want to do like this, i really speechless. you choose your boyfriend then throw us, haha how good is this. IS really great. Please be happily with your boyfriend, till get married and born baby. I'm here waiting for your wedding news. I give up on this kind of friend. When you say everything is ok, we all think that " ah... you are okay with that" but at last you told us you can't tolerate with us, hahaha so damn funny. You just choose your boyfriend and stay happily with him la you BITCH. 

Last year all of them dislike you, but i dont know why this year we can friend and like sister. I think i need to see a doctor for eyes checking. Everytime i treat friend with my heart but at last what i get is BLAME ON ME. The fuck this is so damn FUNNY. 

Just shut the fuck up. I don't want to listen anything about you anymore.YOUR THING I WILL THROW BACK TO YOU AND THANK YOU FOR SO EXHAUSTED BORROW ANYTHING TO ME. BORROW ANYTHING TO US. THANK YOU SOSOSOSOSSOSOSOSOSOSOSOOOOO DAMN MUCH.

今天写华语吧。

听我说说，好吗？我需要个人听听我说。

最近发生了很多的事情，我不知道要怎么面对这些突如其来发生的事情。但是更累得是，我需要把这些心情都藏起来。不是我不愿意分享，但是这些我不知道该如何说出口。我真的不知道。这一天的到来，我以为我有心理准备了，但是，真正来到的时候，我真的不能接受。不能接受。我知道，没有人懂我在说什么。我就是想要这样说说，说出来感觉会舒服些吧应该。

我不是还对你有感觉，我很希望你不要误会。真的。我已经对你没感觉了。我也不懂此时此刻的你是不是又觉得我又想太多，可是不管怎么样，我想说的是，对你，我已经没感觉了。不管以后如何，我们都当陌生人吧。就一直当个陌生人。可能，有时候你的出现，我会看看你，但我绝对不是还喜欢你，所以请你不要误会。我不想造成你的困扰。不想。真的。我希望你能够好好过你的人生。我不会打扰你。真的。

现在也该看开了。我明白，一厢情愿最后受伤的是自己。

我很感谢航老师，是他教会我什么叫做“在一起”。

两个人在一起，太过相似是不会快乐的。

两个人在一起，就是互补的状态。

爱情于我而言，或许我爱没有进化到高境界，但是我明白，越长大，爱的里面承载的东西越多。

我习惯了一个人自由自在的生活。

习惯了，一个人看着电视。

习惯了，电话响起不再匆忙的回信。

习惯了，呆在家里的生活。

习惯了，听听闺蜜向我发牢骚。

习惯了，一个人的生活。

挺好的，只是偶尔会羡慕别人的爱情。

挺好的，只是偶尔会想起我曾有过的快乐。

挺好的，只是那样单纯的爱情我不会在拥有了。

我是个丧失爱的能力的人。

所以，一个人也好。

闺蜜也能够第一时间找得到我。

家人也能够第一时间找得到我。

人的一生，还有太多的未知数。

我。想。

总有一天我会找到我想要的人。

现在就这样吧。:)

Hello everyone.

I'm back to blog.

I'm sorry this few days was a little bit busy on my school stuffs.

I need to finish the chinese drama project before SPM.

And need to prepared for my SPM.

Seriously i'm so stress.

But i don't know what can i do already.

Oh and yeah,

last sunday was my Club dinner called 

" LEO INSTALLATION NIGHT 2013"

I had alot fun with my girs.

*will show the photos soon*

I'm so thankful that i got them in my life.

Words couldn't describe them inside my heart,

i don't simply talk how much i loved them,

i will try my best to show you all  how important are you guys.

Thank you, my friends.

Thank you for always be thre for me,

Thank you for understand me without a single word.

Thank you, i aprreciate it.

Next year, we gonna hve our own way to go,

i hope that we won't forget each other.

Our relationship will long-lasting right ?

I belive it.

Love you girls.

Teenage's Life

xoxo

Abby 

Teenage's Life

Abby Fung

xoxo

谢谢你 出现在我生命里。

Its have been a long time I didn't update blog. So yeah I'm having my SPM examinations right now, stress. I don't have any feeling that I'm sitting for SPM like seriously. 

Hey you. Yea you.


I don't know that you don't even care lost all of us. Yea, you genius. You say that broke the friendship is better, means that we bring lots of unhappiness to you? Haha, so funny. Actually you know that were us play you with ivan phone, right? I know you're acting to us, and in a indirect way to tell us that you don't even care lost us anot. So in love with your boyfriend? Haha, funny man. Low classes people is always have the same mind. You say that you still got true friends. Haha, please look clearly. There's nobody around you is true friends. You tell ang say actually all them dislike you cause of your attitude. Cause them dislike you then you only run to us and become friend with us? Funny you bitch. I swear this is the first time i so dissapointed on a friend like you. FUCK this is just SO SHIT. We're spare tyer? Haha, yea, you so unhappy we force you to everything ma not. Unhappy we force you to go installation night, unhappy borrow your camera, unhappy borrow your laptop, unhappy borrow your house, unhappy to bring lots of thing to school and even unhappy to wear high heels. TMD unhappy say ma fuck why want say this after friendship broken? DA fuck you really pissed me off. 

O ya, that day you ask me why my wechat moment so angry right? I tell you that was another friend not inside school, but actually that person was you. You happy? I don't know why the fuck are you during exam, fuck i go find you then what respon you have give me? Inside group chat, you can HEHEHEHEHHE , HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA but in reality the fuck you respon to me. FUCK is just FUCK. You don't even appreciate us but the fuck is we appreciate you bah. We're sosososos fking wrong, wrong to be friend with you. Part of them dislike you, talking bad behind you, even say you're " airport "



 we help you to scold back, but the fuck is you never appreciate.  After today, i really see through you this person. My godness i'm so wrong that even think that want to forgive you. I'm sorry to my lord jesus, my parents and my grandparents. The biggest mistake i make is I EVER THINK THAT WANT TO FORGIVE YOU BITCH. 

My heart was true to everyone, but for you. Please just get a life. 




What mean by friend ? I don't know what. I don't know.











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